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Right here, right now

15 October 2006

Sydney Harbour Bridge Sunset

I have a long-held idea about moving to the country, getting a large patch of dirt, a cow and a horse or two. I always picture myself as extremely happy; eating home-grown vegies, swimming in ice-cold, crystal-clear water-holes, my barefoot kids running around happy as Larry. The picture is so vivid and easy-to-imagine for me as it is a snapshot of the happiest period of my childhood. I am a nostalgic creature.

Attempting to recapture this happy period of my life will never work, especially if I can't say I am happy in the here and now. You've got to be happy in the here and now. Right now, I can't say that I am happy, but, I can say that I see a light at the end of the tunnel... thank fuck.

posted by Aesthetic
14:33

2 Comments:

thesmu said...: what's all this despondancey? i'm very concerned.... is everything o.k? well - clearly not, but nothing too serious i hope?

i'm now plauged with the need for sun, if that's of any concolation.

gorgeous photo by the way!; 6:32 am, October 18, 2006
Aesthetic said...: I'm OK MS don't worry about me, just venting a bit here.; 8:27 am, October 18, 2006