I have a long-held idea about moving to the country, getting a large patch of dirt, a cow and a horse or two. I always picture myself as extremely happy; eating home-grown vegies, swimming in ice-cold, crystal-clear water-holes, my barefoot kids running around happy as Larry. The picture is so vivid and easy-to-imagine for me as it is a snapshot of the happiest period of my childhood. I am a nostalgic creature.
Attempting to recapture this happy period of my life will never work, especially if I can't say I am happy in the here and now. You've got to be happy in the here and now. Right now, I can't say that I am happy, but, I can say that I see a light at the end of the tunnel... thank fuck.
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what's all this despondancey? i'm very concerned.... is everything o.k? well - clearly not, but nothing too serious i hope?
i'm now plauged with the need for sun, if that's of any concolation.
gorgeous photo by the way!
I'm OK MS don't worry about me, just venting a bit here.
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